love is in my belly~

arini check up. ayah request for 4d. oh man, muka dia bulat getey mcm muka mummy dia!!

hahaha i realized that everytime scan msti dia nak tunjuk dia menguap. hahaha atau actually dia .nak btau 'i love to sleep, just like my mom..' LOL 

semoga menjd anak yg soleh sayangku........

mummy love u much!!

menanti~

Assalamualaikum~ sekian lama tak menaip dekat blog tercinta ini. Almaklumlah, sejak jadi bini org ni, tanggungjawab byk sikit. x boleh berpoya2 macam bujang dulu. Hehe~ 

Alhamdulillah. sekarang my pregnancy is 26weeks. syukur Alhamdulillah. expected due date is on 2nd March 2013. semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan. Amin. :) Throughout my check up, baby sehat. membesar dengan cepat, scan aritu doc terpegun "wow. I can see your baby is so active!!" Syukur. Syukur. :) and same goes to Mummy, no more sickness. berat pon dah naik secara konsisten. xda la naek secara mendadak. 

Now dah start ushar2 barang for my baby. now I understand the quotation "mom always wants the best for her baby." yes, its true. very2 true. itulah sy, biar berhabis duit demi keselesaan anakanda tercinta. takpe, rezeki ada dimana2. InsyaAllah. and now sy sedang penuhkan ilmu di dada dengan cara2 utk fully breastfeeding. niat dihati nak exclusively breastfeed my baby for 2 years. dah beli botol for milk storage. nak buat EBM. :) who inspire me to fully brestfeed?? of cause the one who really close to me, my one and only sister. yes, she's currently fully breastfeed her little girl. tgk kecekalan, kesugguhan dia pumping tu menerujakan sy untuk ikut jejak dia. btw, Susu ibu adalah terbaik!! :)) Semoga sy berpeluang juga untuk exclusively breastfeed my baby. Amin~ 

and now I was dilemma. my due date is on 2 March 2013. and my brother will getting married on 22 Feb 2013. sangat2 takot if my baby nak keluar awal, then mummy can't attend Ayah Chik's wedding at Melaka. HAHAHA. keluar awal xpe, jgn keluar time kenduri tu dah la. HEHEHE~ 

ok lah readers, till we meet again. :) 

bubye~

hubby admitted

after 4 months ++ after getting married, this is my 1st experience jaga hubby kat ward.dia kne gigit tebuan. huhu its a shocking news when he told me 'kabg kne admut. pening. td kne sengat. ' omg. maka mak buyung ni trus jd hilang arah well, tgats typical me. kalut!! heeee. this is our 1st nite at hospital. our fecret hospital, Ampang Puteri. I can't sleep. its very cold. huwaaaaaaaa. esok i'll be on comoassionate leave. hopefully my hubby will recover soon!! so many typo errors. using phone. malas nk betulkn blk. sirry. haha

1st trimester

Assalamualaikum semua! its been long time tak tulis pape. HAHAHA. tidak punya masa untuk bermanja2 dengan blog lah lately ni. dulu bujang, balik keja trus dapatkan laptop. now? balik keja trus msk dapur. laptop sbulan skali belum tentu bukak. bukak bila ada keja urgent je.

Alhamdulillah, now dah 19 weeks. successfully passed my 1st trimester yang sgt mencabar. fuhhhhh memg mencabar, tak tipu.. tidak punya selera mkn, pening2, gastrik, muntah2. mc 3 hari seminggu itu adalah normal during my 1st trimester! and the best part is I lost almost 6kg during my 1st trimester. fuhhhhhhhhh... semakin kurus dan kurus. before my wedding, berat 56kg. then when I detect my pregnancy, drop to 53kg. the next checkup 52kg, next 51kg and next 50.5kg. hahahaha. but yesterday checkup Alhamdulillah, I started to gain back my weight to 52 kg. barulah cantik, muka x cengkuk.. :)

now 2nd trimester. dah rasa dia punya movements inside my belly. tp baru few times. hihi. rasa geli and makes me smile sorang2. tak sabar rasanya nak sambut kehadiran org baru ni. :) semalam scan dh nampak gender anak mummy ni. getting more and more excited. :))))

tangan dah gatal2 nak beli barang baby. but my husband tak kasi lagi. too early katanya, x elok. then kena tunggu 7 bulan baru blh beli ke? mana larat dah nk shopping lama2. huhu takpelah, shopping barang mummy lah dulu kalo mcm tu. yeeehaaaaaaa~~

:))))))))

ok lah, jumpa lagi in next entry. 

bye! :)

 

how I detect my pregnancy?

hi.. title macam best je kan. hikhik.begini al-kisahnya. 28 June 2012 I was on MC. suka suka je nak MC. sbb malas nk g keja. then I realize some changes to my body, my self, my emotion. semua lah berubah.
then pergi Watson beli pregnancy test. wah! positive. tp time tu macam x caya lagi. still ragu2, betul ke pregnancy test ni, x tipu aku ke? hahahaha. then bitau my husband. tersenyum lebar laaaaa.. ptg tu terus g jumpa doc kat Ampang Puteri. scan punya scan, x nmpk lagi. so lagi la tertanya betul ke pregnant ni. malam tu g beli lagi pregnancy test. siap beli 2 lagi tu!!! hahahaha. and dua2 positif lagi. so memg sah pregnant.

at that stage memg mabuk yg sgt teruk. nak g keja naek train pon x blh. nak makan pon x blh. and my weight turun 4 kg. percaya x????? now berat 52 kg. masa wedding 56kg. semua tnya kenapa kurus. they all ingt I diet. huhu. x diet laaaa....

11 July aritu I check up lagi. scan dah nmpk baby. heartbeat pon dah dengar. tp slow sgt. hehe teruja!!!!

next check up 8 August. x sabar nak tgk baby ngn dengar heartbeat. :)

Mummy love you so much, Baby. duk elok2 ek. see you in March! :))

:(

Huhu. feeling so upset tonite. I dont know whether I am too sensitive or this is my unstable hormone. Haish. 

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I need my Mama to be by my side. uhuk! Let me tell u something, eventho I already have husband, but my Mom's love never faded away from me. Kasih ibu tiada penghujungnya. Kasih mertua definitely jauh bezanya.(HAHAHA) 

Btw, Selamat Berpuasa You All... Hugs and Kisses~

new life

Its been a month I being someone's wife. And now I am... Jeng jeng jeng. Mabuk di pagi hari, ptg, mahupon mlm.hilang selera mkn juga. Kuat betul dugaan. Hehe

what a good day.

my flight to KB today at 8am.

but I woke up a bit late. tak  tersedar !!!! homaigod...

luckily the flight wait for me. HAHAHA

and now I am at my home sweet home. 

last check for my wedding preparation. :))

KL - Penang - KB - KL

and yeah, thats how our journey duting last weekend. walaweh. penat giler wei. tapi syiok. hehehe

laki I memang hebat, dia drive all the way. and I tido je tanpa rasa bersalah pon. hahaha. dan paling syok nye laki I siap trun kan seat suh I tido. dia cakap penat tgk I duk tersengguk2 mcm birzikir. HAHAHA.

 Alhamdulillah journey selama 2 hari tu settle semua urusan.

**less than a month I will become his wife. ouh ouh. :))**

hahahahaha

duk jauh kita merindu.
duk dekat kita gaduh.
HAHAHA

Mengada2 namanya!

My 1st Week.

Alhamdulillah, genap seminggu bekerja di tempat baru.
So far, so good. I love the environment. I can cope with my job.
Actually kat bank dulu pon dah handle product ni sikit2. So dah ada knowledge, thats why easy to digest. cuma skang ni process Bank Guarantee for Spore. So kena ada knowledge skit pasal Spore law. And yeah, dulu kat bank lama I just issue the clean Bank Guarantee. I tak buat text vetting, sebab text vetting done by Legal people. Tapi kat bank baru ni I need to vet the text. Walaweh. mencabar OK. English kena tip top. aku pulak yang English tahap nyawa2 itik! omaigod. Itulah cabaran. HAHAHA

one thing I still cannot cope is bersempit2 macam sardin dalam LRT. homaigod. berdiri almost 20mins. pergi balik dah dekat 40mins lah maknanya aku berdiri. and it's really tired. balik umah terus tido x hengat!! huhuhu. bukan penat kerja. tapi penat nak travel. haish!

last Wednesday I was really sad because duit aku burn RM150. konon nak topup my TnG. maka pergilah ke kaunter kat LRT Masjid Jamek. terdapat miscommunication disitu, whereby aku cakap nk topup TnG. tapi disebabkan aku bagi RM150, budak tu ingt aku nak buat season pass. OMG! rasa mcm nak sumpah seranah orang je! kira2 aku travel monthly x sampai RM100 pon. tapi sebab kan kebangangan budak tu, tak pasal2 kena RM150. memang la RM150 sebulan tu jimat bagi sesiapa yang banyak menggunakan bus, monorail ngan LRT. tapi aku guna LRT je. monorail tak naek pon, bus pon tak naek. haish. memg menguji kesabaran aku. duit burn! huwaaaaa.... tu la kan, kalo dah nak rugi tu, kejap je kan. takpelah, anggap lah rezeki takde.

and yeah, I can't wait for my 1st salary with OCBC. nyummyyyyy!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Kuala Lumpur~

safely arrived yesterday. 1st person that I met was my fiance. :)whole day spent together. at 10pm I drove to my sis's house at Klang.

tomorrow will start a new work. new environment. new challenges. hope I can cope with all the new things. and for sure, no more wake up at 8am, no more drive to office at 9am. huhu. everything has to be as early as I can. that's the biggest challenge for me. huwaaaaaa! for this 7 weeks, I will live at my aunt's house at Ukay Perdana during weekdays, and will be at Klang during weekends. after this 7 weeks, I will move to my hubby's house. :)) and I am really counting the days...


wish Me luck at my new place. :)

resign

susah rupanya nak resign ni.
susah jugak bila ur boss tanak lepaskan u pergi.
susah pulak bila HR busy body.

supposed my resignation effective yesterday. but somehow I need to extend until this Friday.
bila aku nak pindah KL ni hoi hoi hoi???

HR pon susahnye la nak kuarkan surat bape amount yg nak kena bayar. haish!

rasa nak lari camtu je. tp takmo la rekod kita buruk. ye dak?? *sigh*

it's time to say "Goodbye Penang!"

ni kisah sambungan entry sebelum ni...
last Monday, 2nd April I went for an interview to one of the bank dekat area Masjid Jamek. sejengkal je dari LRT Station tu. tempat dia sangat senang for me untuk pergi dan balik keja.

hari Rabu, I received a call. "hey, congratulations. u are shortlisted. so now I am doing a final checking on your background. do u have any debts?... bla.. bla.. bla..." wah, time tu hati dah berbunga riang. nak tido malam pon duk terpikir2, dapat ke aku ni?? duk ber*k pon pikir jugak. hahahaha.

hari Jumaat, received a call again !!!! "hello Suzailin, I am Norlin from HR bla bla bla. I have a good news for you..bla bla bla.. " walaweh. rasa nak melompat2 !!!

actually my plan is I want to move to KL after my wedding. but somehow, this bank want me to start on 16 April !!! and they are going to pay to Citi sebab I hanya akan bagi 24hours notice instead of 2 months! so plus minus they have to pay Citi for 2months of my salary. The offer was very good to me. position as Assistant Manager of Trade Operations. and the salary byk berbeza dengan my current salary. so why not to try a new job at a new place? and of cause, berat hati nak tinggalkan Citi. why? this is my first job. I learnt how to be independence, how to work with people from other religion, races, and many more. tapi apa kan daya. daku dapat better offer. and of cause dekat ngan my future hubby.

not more than seminggu lagi I have to move to KL. OMG... tentu lah haru jadi nya sebab xda tempat nak tinggal !! ingat nak g lepas nikah, terus duduk umah my hubby. so skang ni cane? mencari la bilik sewa di Mudah.com! huhu

wish me luck at a new place. and hopefully nobody will mad at me when I give my resignation letter on Monday. huhu.

:)))))

super duper happy.
berita gumbira di hari Jumaat.
ku bersyukur padaMu ya Allah kerana murahkan rezeki ku.
setelah sekian lama mencari-cari, akhirnya dikurniakan.


sambung next entry.
now nak pack baju balik KB. bus at 9pm.
:)

craving~

I am not craving for foods. but I am craving for Coach handbag.
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
meleleh air liur ni haaaaa..


:((

3 months!

i love today's Daisypath. :))



yeaaaaa... We've engaged for 3 months!!! tup tup tup, time flies too fast. hehe
as our 3months anniversary, I rewarded myself with Sijil Kursus PraPerkahwinan. HAHAHAHA. and this is a gift for my lovely fiance. :p sayang, I dah ada sijil kursus kawin ni. lets getting married! MUAHAHAHA


seriously I miss my fiance. :))
long distance relationship. petua?? emmm tak susah, tapi agak mencabar. hihi. tapi kuatkan semangat, cekalkan hati.
I am so touched when I saw his phone, wallpaper is my pic!!!! u r so sweet lah der.. I never tought u could be sweet like this. ingatkan hati batu. rupanya dalam hati ada taman. hik! I loike.


being in a relationship with someone who is much older than me is a BLESSED. it is not a gap of 4 or 6 years. but 11 years. :) things happened for a reason right? maybe he can bring me to the right path. Amin.



*****
lets focus on the future. chaiyok2...

**tetiba rasa nak resign. rasa nak buat home bakery plak. sebab stress dah duk ngadap pc, pikir kira2, tekan2 calculator. rasa nak termuntah dah. nak g keja pon dah malas. hahaha**

son

anak teruna sy dah 8 tahun. semakin membesar, cerdik, dan pandai! syukur....
rasa sangat2 bersalah sebab last Wednesday I promised to fetch him at Sekolah Agama. but but but.. petang tu traffic sangat teruk... and I am from Klang at 420pm. my bad!!! 520 still tak sampai kat Taman Ibu Kota. so no choice, ayah terpaksa amik. and when I arrived at my bro in law's house, my anak teruna approached me and the 1st question is " nape tak jemput Haikal. kata nk jemput" sambil buat muka cebek. hehehe. sorry son! next time ok? I promise...

yeaaaa.. and now we are sharing the same favorite foods... I just introduced him towards my favourite food, Ayam Masak Marah. and now tiap2 hari dia request from ayah to eat Ayam Masak Merah for dinner. hahahaha. kemana tumpahnya kuah kalo tak ke nasi? tak gitewwww??? hehe

Can't wait to meet my son this coming weekend. It's his birthday!!!!! yeaaaaa.. Danish Haikal is turn to 8 y/o. :)) ayah, where are we going this weekend?? pool party jommm!! :D :D :D

My February~

Alhamdulillah. February was good to me. :))))
why? why? why?
1) I received a complimentary from customers. - yeaaaaaaa!!! glemer nama I sebab masuk dalam Citi's news. :)))
2) I got Special Award. :) - tq boss!!!
3) My Team got Team Excellence Award.. :) - congratulations all for the hardwork. we make it !!! :))


feel so grateful !
but somehow, I really need a new job. keep on hunting for a better job, better life.

maka hari ini, genaplah...

genaplah 3 bulan ke hari yang bakal di nanti nanti.
jeng jeng jeng.


**tahun ni nak raya mana? negori or kelate? wahahahaha. **

rindu terubat

sy di KL. :))
nk jumpa tunang, nk spotcheck skali! :p

the best place ever.

HOME!
heyyy.. I at my hometown!!!!
marvelous people, foods, places.
:)))))

simple

SIMPLE - this is his request for our big day.
ermmmm.. ok lah. saya mengalah. simple but nice. OK?

lumrah :)

satu lumrah bila kita buat silap, kita kena mintak maaf. kita tak buat silap pon, kita jugak kena mintak maaf.
itu bukan tanda kita pengecut ke apa. tapi tu tanda kita hormat dan tanak mengeruhkan keadaan. tambah2 lagi dengan orang tersayang. :)))


apa2 pon, saya tetap sayang abg. weeekkkk. :p

wow !

kursus kahwin belum pergi lagi.
tapi dah tergedik2 nak kahwin.
so how?
ngeeeeeeeee... *gigit kuku*

blessed :)

when my kid asking "what's your hobby?"
OMG. kaku seketika. tak kan lah nak cakap hobby aku surf internet? kahkahkah. **satu contoh yang tidak baek untuk anak2.**
so I said "my hobby.... emmmm.. cooking!" oppppsssss... benarkah? hahahaha.
kena lah btau yang elok2, nnt cikgu nak check homework tu, kang pengsan pulak tgk hobby mummy Haikal hebat sgt. ngeh3. :p


I feel so blessed. bahagia yang amat sangat. setiap kali dia nak isi form apa2, homework apa2 yang related to ibu, emak, mother..surely he will put my name. when he was 6 years old, he just tulis 'Mummy Su'. tapi today dah pandai tulis full name, i.e. Suzailin Afifah. syukur. syukur. dia terima aku seadanya as his mom! love you son.. you teach me a lot about motherhood. :) and I promise to be the best mom ever, for you. :)

hugs and kisses,
Mummy~

last minute!

I love to make a last minute decision. and that's memang kerja gila!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


less than 4 months baru nak start booking itu ini. and of course, time tu memg musim dia!
so I dont know whether I can get as what I want? sape suruh buat kerja gila. padan muka!
hihi.

lets make a move

after short briefing with my boss yesterday, I think this is the time for me to make a move.
sebelum mereka peningkan kepala ku, baik aku peningkan kepala mereka dulu.
I dont know what is top management currently doing!


one thing that came accross my mind now, sending off my resignation letter end of March. by June, I will be unemployed. move to KL with hubby, just become a housewife and part time job as a job seeker..
agak2 di approved tak proposal ni? huhuh
tapi tu la, orang cakap kalau dah rezeki tak kan kemana. hanya Allah saja yg tau.
huhuhhu. just keep praying for the best!

lonely

I feel so lonely. seperti anak tunggal, tidak punya adik beradik.
kenapa aku berkata begitu? sebab tiada orang yang amek kesah, amek peduli about me. rasa macam sebatang kara. oh sedihnya..... :((((
hey you. you. you. and you.... did I made any mistakes???? huhuhu :(((
but still feels lucky, I have mom who really cares about me.. and if my dad is still alive, I am very sure he will protect me. uhuk. I miss you daddyyyyy~ :(((



*menangis sorang2 kat umah sambil makan nugget 3 ketul dan menonton Mr Bean*

Sunday's mumbling

I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......
I wish......




for.................







a......................































BABY GIRL! :)
ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

tak tau nak post apa.

hehehe.
full stop!

Saturday thought

karut tapi bermakna.

"laki orang pon manusia blh kebas... ini kan pula tunangan org. apatah lagi kekasih org..."
"dah ada bini pon nak menggatal ngan pmpuan laen."
"dah berpunya tapi kata single..."

ouh.ouh. kejam nya!

sama2 la kita beringat. cegah sebelum kena.
I am power puff girl !! hihi.


Selamat Hari Sabtu semuaaaa~
no hard feeling okehh! :p

sebulan

maka esok genaplah sebulan menjadi tunangan orang.
hehehe.


orang cakap bertunang ni banyak dugaan. betul3... memg banyak dugaan sangat2, tak dinafikan!
tapi kalo saling beralah, bertolak ansur, insyaAllah dapat atasi semua tu.
InsyaAllah, Amin.. :)




Dear Fiance,
suka duka saya tetap bersama abg.
susah senang saya tetap disisi abg.
thats my promise.
love you much!! XOXO

diet.nak kurus.

title tak leh blah kan.
hehehe.

berat Nov 2011 54.6 kg, tinggi 156cm.
target nak trun kan berat 50kg sebelum June 2012.
agak2 berjaya ke idok? hahahaha.

breakfast - minum Cocoa.
Lunch - makan nasi sepinggan penuh!
dinner - minum plain water je.
hahahahaha. cane nk kurus kalo makan nasi penuh satu pinggan! haish haish haish.

tapi bak kata laki saya, tak yah lah diet2. berisi xpe, janji sehat.
tapi saya kata, x boleh la berisi. kang awak tgk pompuan laen! ooopppsss.. :p

****

rindu giler kat laki kita. sepatutnya minggu ni dating kat kampung. tapi kena postpone weekend ni. sabar ye sayang. tiap2 malam I mimpikan you. (hahahaha. gedik..gedik..)

DH

Danish Haikal... this 8 years old boy banyak mengajar aku on how to be a great mummy.
thanks Allah, I am so lucky to have him in my life.
:)

love you much, son!

frustrated and upset

these two words keep on membelengu myself since last Thursday.
*sigh*


moral of the story, jangan rajin sangat. rajin2 pon will never be rewarded. tapi org laen yang dapat.
so afterwards, sorry boss. I am not going to do their job. and I'll only do my job.
that will be my way, if this is the way how u treat me. :)

mama said " its ok, belum rezeki awak..."
myself said "my rezeki bukan kat sini...."
weh, nak blah cepat2 dari tempat C*laka ni ! huhu.


seriously you are S*ck !

and I am totally upset! and might be regret working here. HAHAHAHA

.

increment rm750. kau ada? mimpi! HAHAHAHA

buang tebiat

rindu tunang yang ensem lagi kacak bergaya lagi penyayang lah!
:)

Engagement - Highlight 2

thanks to BFF~

1) Nadiah - my BFF since form 1. form 1-3 satu kelas. form 4-5 berjauhan, she was at MRSM Kuala Berang and I was at SBP Integrasi Kuantan. then bersama kembali 2006-2007, Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang. then terus bersama di USM sampai 2010. sekarang berpisah kembali, sorang di Penang, sorang di KL. hehehe
sangat terharu sebab dia balik KB all the way from KL sebab nak attend my engagement day. siap tepon lagi early in the morning bertanyakan pukul brp nak dia datang to my house. tq dear. sob sob.

2) Mimi - kawan dikala suka dan duka, dikala sopan dan ganas. hehe. luckily dia ada kat Malaysia during my engagement. seronoknya! lama kot tak jumpa cik Mimi vogue sy ni. hehe. tq dear sbb attend my day and not to forget, your gift yang sgt best! tq tq tq. make sure nnt ur present tu letak atas hantaran! hehe

3) Saidatul Izzati (nama penuh tu..hahaha) - kawan dari darjah 1 sampai sekarang! hehe lama kan. tq sebab bagi idea itu ini untuk baju, hantaran dan semua2. tq datang walaupon x sempat tgk majlis berlangsung. ;)

4) Panjise ( Ada, Jemah and Waniey) - tq for coming!!!!! waniey, thanks for a great photos. ;)

5) Kak Jama - my kakak angkat. datang jugak walapon ada 3 kenduri kahwin on that day.


terima kasih juga pada kawan2 tang x putus2 wish kat FB, yang duk like status Engaged tu, yang duk like photo album dan juga gambar2 itu. ngeh3. *rasa mcm artis pulekkk..*




tq semua. sayang sangat2 ketat2. muah2!
jumpa lagi nnt kenduri kawin. tapi x tau lagi bila. LOL. :p

Happy New Year 2012 !!

hello darls.... wishing u Happy New Year 2012. may this year full of happiness and prosperous! Amin. :)


Alhamdulillah, this new year I am celebrating with my love ones, but now upgraded to Mr. Fiance. hehehe. new year kat KLCC? tengok fireworks? oh, of course lah tak... tahun ni special skit new year kitorang... new year kat Kg Rembau! ;) makan buah rambutan, durian. walaweh... skang kan musim buah. yeaaaa, dapat gak makan buah manggis. hehe.


lama berkampung kat sini. sabtu, ahad, isnin. jap g dah nak balik KL. esok balik Penang. sob sob.
sedih ahhh! HAHAHAHA


Target 2012...
1) NAK KAWEN! hahaha. gedik tak? :p
2) nak keja kat KL...
3) nak sambung master..
4) nak pregnant. boleh? hik3.


bye semua. see you next entry!