Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

first time celebrating hari raya without my family by my side.
huk huk
:(


unluckily....
im celebrating it at office.
huhu


Salam Aidiladha buat semua!

haish!

bila weekdays, kerja tunggang terbalik sampai malam.
bila weekends, mati katak terperap kat bilik.
semua tak kena!


wahai Suzailin.
bersyukurlah seadanya.

new job. new life.

My new job.

I admit that the salary is very goooooddd! cant deny that.

Tp..Tp..Tp...

Kena sacrifice my masa dan tenaga. ouh ouh ouh.

2 weeks. and now dah rasa nak collapse.

WHY?

almost 12 hours of working a day. hmmm..

balik rumah malam. paling awal kul 9.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

today is Deepavali. means Malaysia's public holiday.

unluckily, i'm working on Deepavali.

uhuk!

and and and.

I also will be working on Raya Haji !

first time beraya di tempat org. :( how it will be?

huhu..

kenapa saya bekerja on Malaysia's public holiday?

emmm sebab..sebab..

saya jaga trading untuk Japan. so i'm following Japan's public holiday.

huhuh..

tak dinafikan....

banyak yang terpaksa dikorbankan bila kerja kat sini.

never give up!

chaiyok2...

kembali ke bumi PENANG.

HELLO PENANG!
new job. new life. new hope.


Thanks Ya Allah for giving me this opportunity.
Syukur padamu.
:)

Dilemma.

its hard to make a good decision when there a many choices.
huhuhu.
totally in DILEMMA.


dah resign from my company.
because I realized that I really did not enjoy my job.
BYE BYE~
on 5th Oct I went for a interview at GC Company near KL Sentral. and yesterday i received a call from them, and I got that job. yeaaaaaaa! Alhamdulillah ~~~~~


why I am i DILEMMA???
because I have to report my duty at GC Company today (7thOct) . but at the same time I have to attend HSBC's second interview at Wisma BSKL at 3pm today ! and yeah, Citigroup that I went for interview in Penang long long time ago called me yesterday and set a phone interview which is also a second interview at 3pm also !!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa.. which one to choose??????



its really hard to make decision right now. because there are pros and cons. sooo???????

working life

apa nak cakap?
PENAT GILER !!!!!! itu je yg mampu diungkap.
can u imagine. kuar umh kul 645. balik keja sampai umh paling awal 9pm.
fuh!
tidak punya masa untuk diri sendiri. apatah lg untuk org lain kan.
balik memg mampos tido.
sabar. sabar. tak mudah untuk menjadi senang. so never give up.
chaiyok2!!!!!!!!!


sometimes i feel like i love my work so much. sometimes i feel like i hate it damn much!!!!!!!!
maybe its too early to make a judgement kan. huhu.


but i am still looking forward for a new job. area kl would be great for me.
woho!

takde keja, rasa resah. dpt keja, tetap resah.

Selamat Hari Raya semua! :)
dikala org sibuk beraya, aku sibuk memikirkan kerja. kerja. kerja. hoho.
hari ini (15th Sept) aku pergi interview kat Comfori Sdn Bhd. position Business development executive. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. and interviewer asked me to report duty this Monday (20th Sept). hoho. tp masih keliru. so I said I will start on 27th Sept. huhu. actually I applied this job thru jobstreet. balik malam td tgk status HIRED. :) Alhamdulillah.




Company ni kat Subang. gaji tak de lah mewah sgt. but for beginner, ok lah. syukur dengan apa yg dapat. but will still keep on trying.

WISH ME LUCK!

itu tak kena. ini tak kena.

buat kerja semua tak kena.
itu tak kena. ini tak kena.


byk kali menyakitkan ati org. *awk tau sape yg sy maksudkan*
I'm SORRY. didnt meant to hurt you.
maybe I'm not ready to be in a relationship for now..


************


hey. nak kerja lah !
kerja tanak haku ke?????



***********


kerja talak. means duit pon talak.
hari2 habeskan duit mak bapak. tak cukup ngan duit mak bapak, kebas lagi duit kakak. tak cukup duit kakak, kebas duit abg ipar. hahahaha
broadband kena potong, outstanding rm240. mom bayar. fuh.. nasib bek !
internet security expired. kakak tolong update yang baru. melayang duit dia rm84. takpe, laki dia kaya. ko abeskan duit laki ko, aku abeskan duit ko. heeeeeeehe.. *adik tak guna*
dah lama tak shopping. baju dah lama tak beli baru. no money no talk lah ! nak beli suit untuk interview, duit talak. g interview pakai je mane ada. niat dihati mau paw duit si kakak lagi. lalu kakak berkata, "asik paw aku je. abang2 ko mane??" aku pon gelak setan dan berkata, "abg2 aku byk tanggungjawab..mintak ngan ko suddahhh..laki ko manyak duit. dari dia beli rumah berjuta2, baek dia invest brp ratus je kat aku.." *adik ni memang setan...*
time duit talak ni la macam2 kehendak. mcm setan bukan? haish. garu kepala, pikir mane nk cekau duit???
nak bayar bil tepon pon tak lepas. so how? miskin kan.
nak jalan2 pon tak best. poket kosong. cuci mata? takde makna nye !
da best part is, i takde baju raya. kenapa? sbb rasa bersalah sbb da byk makan duit mak bapak. and now rasa malu nak mintak baju raya. so pakai je mane ada. sape jumpa aku, jangan tanya "brp pasang bj raya??" .. kang aku lempang laju2.. heeeeeeeehehehe


lalalalala
hari2 pikir kerja.
lalalala..
bosan pikir2...kerja tak dtg2 jugak..
sakit otak, boleh giler.
lalalalalala...
lemak dah naek mendadak. bontot dah makin melebar. berat tak usah ckp lah!
^_____________^



moookkk..mokkkk..cik gemoooooooookkkk~

*sigh*

my sis said, "adik, laku nya mu..kejap company ni call..kejap company tu call..phewiitttt"

hey. kalo stakat interview apa class.. kalo dapat keja tu baru ber-class2....

hadoi. penat.. penat.. interviw sane. interview sini. terjun sane. terjun sini. tapi haram, satu pon tak sangkut. sape kata nak cari kerja ni senang haaaaaaa?????



* penat manjadi penganggur. penat ber-job hunting! *

soalan sensitip !

ok.
for da time being, this question is very sensitive ok. "dah keja??"
ouh NO ! i hate to hear that question !
hahahahahaha...
sape2 yg jmpa sy, please dont ask me that Q ok. how bout another Q? hehehe...



hey. seriuously its not easy to think about future. to job hunting.
u nak that keja. but then that company doesnt want you. so how?
menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba lah gamaknye......
hmmmmm....



just received another call from company for post Management Trainee ...
hmmmmm....
tanak mengharap apa2.. but then still mengharap. SO HOW?
harapan itu menyakitkan once kita tak dapat capai that harapan.
hmm... tanak berharap. tapi. tapi. tapi.. entahlah !



hahahaha. i wanna share this story.
last Monday i went for interview rite...
then the interviewer said "wait for 2 weeks, if u dont hear anything from us, u can call our HR.."
but then, yesterday i was so eager to know the status of my application. then i buat muka tatau malu, I call their HR. muahahahaha.. then she said, "Ouh.. Suzailin, u came for interview last Monday rite? emm.. actually the data is not being updated yet. but dont worry, once the data are ready, I will call u..."
ok..dengar je dia ckp cmtu. aku dah putus harapan. ok bye ! tanak pikir lg..
hahahhaha...
*giler tak leh nak terima kenyataan*


hey friends.
sesungguhnya jadi penganggur itu amatlah tidak best !
no money. no shopping. no enjoyment.
huhu..
life is dull !


ouh job. please come to mama.

My First Interview !

hey. first of all, rasa lama giler tak update. and one more, dah deactivate FB. mayb for a short term, or it could be for a long term. just wait and see ! :)
ehem ehem. lets talk bout my interview. hahahaha

last Monday, 16th Aug went to Penang for an interview with Citigroup Transaction Service which is Citi bank subsidiary. nervous amat coz this is my FIRST INTERVIEW ever in my life. ketar kaki cheq ! pegi balik hari, travel by bus, tak sempat sahur, tak cukup tdo, penat giler. itulah kesimpulan journey utk this interview. a big thanks to Nadiey sbb bagi tumpang bilik, teman beli kasut, antar g sg nibong. thanx a lot babeh ! :)


actually on 1st Ramadhan received a call from HR Citi, asking me to attend for an interview. bcoz I have nothing to do, so I agreed to come along for this interview. Seriously, tak bagi harapan pon for this job. just to gain some experience during interview session. :) tp kalau ada rezeki kat Citi, aku tak kan menolak lah. Syukur kalau ada rezeki. kalau takde, kita cuba lagi. hehehe


First thing to do time mula2 sampai tu, isi form kat HR department. then submit together with photocopied academic cert, passport photo. then kena buat 2 essays within 25mins. in English ok. then di interview oleh 2 Chinesse. one male, one female. then kena jawab test English and Math. unfortunately, i didnt bring along my calculator. so can u imagine, 50 Math's questions for 30 mins without calculator!!! hmmmmmm.. after that ingat dah boleh blah balik la kan coz its almost 5pm. but then, datang one Chinese woman suh masuk bilik interview lagi. oh NO ! x abes lg rupanye. huhu.. lama beb.. from 145pm until 530pm. huhu...


lepas balik interview tu, tdo tak hengat dunia. hahaha.


Job hunting, Job hunting. Job hunting!

dilemma.

ada timbul rasa jealous bila tgk member2 sambung master.
ada timbul keinginan untuk further study jugak.
tp at the same time, rasa malas untuk belajar lagi.
SO HOW??



hmmmmmmm....
memang sah aku tak de hala tuju !
OUH NO!

memories~

" Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta slalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah "

.

Mungkin hanya bila ku mati
Kau kan berhenti tuk menyakiti

mode : BERKABUNG dari insan yang berjantina LELAKI !

Finally... Alhamdulillah~

see you on 8th August my dear friends..
this is a gift to my dad and mom !
i've made it !
syukur Alhamdulillah.....

whats up??

ape ceta?
hari2 kul 730 malam baru balik keja.
workaholic giler !
adeh.
penat penat penat.
:((



my daddy admit HUSM last saturday.
looking forward to be by his side this weekend.
miss you dad!



duda anak dua! :)
phewittt....

b.o.w.l.i.n.g

terasa kembali ke alam remaja. phewiiit.. beberapa minggu lepas, siyesly rasa mcm xda life..bosan..dull..x da hiburan.
tp hari ni, siyesly rasa kembali hidup semula. dapat menjerit2 macam org gila. thats the satisfaction! :)
actually td ada bowling tournament Finance Services APSH after working hours.. perrghhhh..best amat! salute lah bro..
as mentioned before, aku group ngan incik Supervisor, Abg Jaafar. phewiitt.. aku anak emas supervisor! muahahaha.. lagi 2 org, Kak Chom ngan Nad. walaupon group kami kalah, but thats not the problems.kami maen suka2 je..hehehe..


ouh. nak tau x. lunch hour td, kami g practice bowling. and u know what, i pakai baju kurung maen bowling ! tersadung kaen smpai nak tersungkur atas lane. haaa.. hamek ko! hahaha.. thanx to Abg Norlie sbb blanja maen bowling... :) and yeah, thanks again coz datang support sy ptg td.. ouh.. abg Norlie love to call me Shalyn Zulkifli. muahahaha.. poyo je ! :p


tak sempat nk snap gmbr. sbb org laen punya kamera mahal. bravo. kita just ada cybershot, malu lah pulak nk guna. muahahaha..



*feels so lucky to be here. eventho without allowances, but i learn a lot.. colleagues best amat! never regret being here. and yeah, mereka2 asyik mengajak daku supaya kerja terus kat sane.because they already love me ! muahahahaha :)) i heart them too.. muahhh ! *


*Alhamdulillah. result dah kuar. tp x penuh lg. syukur sbb dapat Grad ! Alhamdulillah.... *

busy week.

ouh. ouh.
minggu ni amat busy. almost everyday balik lambat. still at the office after working hours~ *sigh*
i have to cover 2 person punya kerja ! can u imagine that?? hurmm... sekarang ganti position Kak Gayah. dia retired. then, Kak Eka buat minor operation. so dia dapat MC 3 weeks. so at the same time, i have to cover her works ! aaaaaaaaaaaaa...
ouh. and now I'm officially being a ceti haram.. kutip hutang kat companies. phewitt.. hebatkan kerja i.. sapa tanak bayar, i pukul.. muahahaha


penat jugak lah. hari2 key in bills, then sort according to doctors. then hantar kat doctors untuk diorg buat report. ini perlu untuk mintak hutang dari companies. lepas doctors return bills tu, kena sort plak ikut debtors. then buat tracking. then check all those Guarantee Letter. then submit to Abg Adli untuk di-verified-kan. then selesai verify, bungkus2 kasi kat despatch. then tunggu cheque dari companies. bila dapat cheque, mampu tersenyum. sebab aku berjaya menjadi pengutip hutang yg berjaya ! yeaaaaaaa.. berbakti pada Ampang Putri Spec Hosp. :))


ni bills yang perlu dikutip hutang dari companies untuk minggu depan.

dan ini pula list2 mengikut tarikh dan companies. hmmm..

dengar macam mudah je kan kerja ni? tp sebenarnya SUSAH !!!!! aaaaaaaaa... lu ingat senang2 ka nak mintak duit sama orang???? ada ka orang nak kasi lu duit senang2 maaaaaaaa??????
hoho.. pening2.. mau pengsan ! but big thanks to Kak Juna and Abg Adli sbb byk mengajar, byk membantu. thanks thanks thanks. tak lupa juga pada incik supervisor ku, abg Jaafar. byk tunjuk ajar yg diberi. tq !



and this is my desk, my work place.


hey. i dont like to wear shoes while working. susah nak bergerak ! :))


ouh. meja aku amatlah tak strategik. sbb betul2 depan pintu. tak syiok kan. nak men game pon x bleh. nak ber-facebook lagi lah a big-no-no. sbbnya, dia dah block smua menda2 syaiton durjana tu. wahahaha blh masuk webmail APSH je. hahahahah


esok Saturday. working half-day. malas. tp tetap semangat. wahahaha. next week ada tournament bowling Finance Dept. hoyeaahhh.. tentulah join. Bowling tu beb..... :p nak tau tak.. saya ni anak kesayangan incik supervisor. sbb, bila abg Jaafar cabut undi, dia dapat nama saya. kwang3. so kami satu group laahh !! kuatkan bonding kami. phewiiit... boleh bodek mintak markah lebih ni !! :p


hey. banyak kerja nak kena buat. kerja kat opis lagi. then kena buat report lagi. interim report nak kena submit 7th June, log book pon kena hantar jugak. aaaaaaaa.. stress ! :((

miss you friends !

my first week.

really miss to :
- online 24/7.
-facebooking.
-ym with bulan.
-sms with buddies.
-bergayut tepon.


really hate my life now coz :
- need to wake up early in da morning.
- have to take bath early.
- stuck in traffic jam every morning.
- breakfast and lunch alone.
- menyampah dengan BOSS yang too BOOSIE~


really love my life now :
- tiap2 hari duk gelak terbahak2 dengan lawak abg2 gatai kat ofis.
- learn new things everyday.
- Supervisor yang penyayang, terlalu manjakan daku. *ouh. you dont have to this anymore. coz i think it will cause u to do double work..wahahaha :))*
-i love being there. i love working there. i heart my colleagues~ :)



for this first week, everyday akan dengar soklan mcm ni dalam 5 6 kali.. hahaha..
"adik dari mana? asal mana? duk sini ngn sapa? datang keja ngan apa? " hahahaha.. but its ok. its shows that they alert than i'm a new person there. :)
and this will be soklan tambahan from abg2.. "adik umur berapa?" ok..good question ! hahaha


hey. seriously rasa amat ketinggalan zaman sekarang. coz tak dapat tau perkembangan member2. since jarang on fb. just update status thru celcom sms. ouh ouh. friends, i miss you much ! :(( aritu 2 ari tak online. sbb amat penat. duk ofis kerja ngadap pc je. balik umah dah tak mampu untuk ngadap lappy. huhu. rindu nak online !


emmm..actually byk benda nak dikongsi. tapi tak mampu nk taip. ini je yg termampu. will try to update my blog once a week !



XOXO

first day.

10th May 2010
report duty at KPJ Ampang Puteri .

this pic was taken in front of main lobby. my mom asked me to send an mms to her..dia nak tengok my dressing to work place lulus SIRIM tak. wahaha.. and luckily, she loves the way i dress..dia cakap "cantek dan sopan. tahniah. kekalkan macam ni.." phewiit..mak i puji i ! wahaha


830am went to HR Department.
fill in the form.
then akak tu bagi this nametag.
so i have to wear this.
ermm.. boleh tag kalo kita buang perkataan "TRAINEE" tu? wahahahaha.. :))



i have to meet Finance Manager. but she was on meeting at that time.so i have to wait for her.
wait from 10 till 1 o'clock.
lepas tu ada interview session ngan beliau. purpose interview tersebut- to know which unit is suit with me. because Finance department got 6 units..which are bla bla bla (malas nk type) . and i be assigned to Credit Admin unit.. my supervisor for the time being is Encik Jaafar.. he's very kind and handsome ! still young ok.. ngeh3..


ouh. in da afternoon, i was assign to key in this bunch of data.. aaaaaaaaa.. seriously juling mata. and x siap pon td. so i'll continue to do this tomorrow...




but seriously, from deep inside my heart, student's life is the best !!!!! boleh tdo smpai lebam. boleh ponteng. skang ni mane blh nk wt cm tu dah. :((



amat penat. rasa nak demam. kena tido awal. esok start drive sendiri. semoga selamat pergi dan balik.. ngeeee....


kenapa org Finance kerja bagai nak stress? ouh ouh. sy tak suka environment sebegitu. huhu.


miss my friends~ XOXO

b.o.s.a.n

actually sy kat LCCT skang ni.
arrived from KB kul 10 td.
but have to wait for my sister. she's from Langkawi. and she will arrive at 1.30pm.


ouh.ouh. still lama lagi kan?
lepak kat McD now. online pakai beruk sbb WiFi sini mcm siput..nyet nyet nyet nyet.
aaaaaaaa... tak de plug. so tak de power supply la.. so lappy tak tahan lama la untuk online. ni pon dah nyawa2 itik. adeh... nnt lappy mati, nak buat apa ekk????? makan lagi ke? perut dah kenyang. hadoi...


eh.. sy sudah rindu isi rumah sy lah ! sob sob.
kenapa semua org tak percaya yg saya boleh berdikari bila seorg diri? hahaha.. nak tergelak pon ada. td sebelum depart, mama pesan "nnt smpi, duk elok2..jangan layan org tak kenal.duduk kat tempat ramai org... "
td sesampai aja kat sini, aunty call.. and she said , " duk molek2..risau lah awk duk sorg2 kat situ.. nak suh che ngah amek skrg ke?? "
pastu call bibik.. bibik cakap, " adik..bahaya disana sorg diri. adik hati2 yaaa..jangan ngomong sama org ngak dikenali. bahaya tau..."
wahahahaha..tengok..tengok.. semua org sayang sy !! phewittt....~ :)



td otw g airport, mama pesan.. "duk tempat org, pandai2 lah jaga diri.. jangan nakal2.. jangan buat perangai.. pegi kerja, senyum sokmo.. hormat staff2 kat sane.. dont u ever called them makcik or pakcik.. panggil Puan or encik.. bla.. bla.. bla.."
byk btul amanat mama td.. hehehe..
ok ma. i'll behave. i'll do my best !
doakan anak mu disini..



tomorrow will start my day as an intern.
wish me luck !
berdebar2 nyahh.. adoii...
^______^



will miss my girls, Nadiey and Ama.
nnt kita hangout bersama okeh.
kamo2 trun KL ! hehehe

Happy Mother's Day ,Mama

happy mother's day mama..
thanx for being such a great mom!
love u .. love u..
thanx for everything !! ^_____^


baru 2 jam lepas peluk cium mama..
tp sudah rindu mcm sebulan x jumpa....
ouh. ouh.


* hey. i dah dapat rasa ketidakseronokan bekerja ! will miss my student's life ~ :(( *

terima kaseh abg !

ouh..
a big thanks to my big bro, Rizal.
with him around, i never felt alone without attention from a daddy..
Thank You Very Much !!!


dialah yang menghantar ku waktu pertama kali ku menjejakkan kaki ke bumi USM.
and dia jugalah yang menjemput ku pada hari terakhir aku di bumi USM.
hey bro.
jasa mu akan ku kenang.. :)



walaupon sometimes a bit garang, tp hati dia sebenarnya lembut..
ngeeeeeeeeee....
bab2 duit tak pernah bekira. everytime nak balik Penang, duit rm100 tak pernah dilupakan ..
ouh.ouh. thanks!



i love u bro~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA !

3rd May !
its my mom's BIRTHDAY~


HAPPY 55th BIRTHDAY MAMA !
have a great year ahead..


we love you, SUPERWOMAN ~

s.u.r.a.m.

ouh..ouh..
siang dan malam ku suram tanpa YM dari mu..
haish !



BARU SEHARI, TAPI DAH RINDU.
ouh bersabar lahhh.....
kita akan begini..mungkin buat selamanya..
:((

goodbye !

kini berakhirlah kisah antara aku, kau dan dia..
bye Shah.. bye Bulan..
one is better than two, three, or four.
bye !

saat saat terakhir..

tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum meninggalkan bumi USM..
ouh..siyesly amat gembira untuk pergi meninggalkannya..
tp di lubuk hati ini amat sedih utk berpisah dengan rakan taulan, teman dikala SukA duka dan lara..
sob sob~ :(
jadikan 3 tahun disini sebagai kenangan kita bersama...



ouh..
hajat telah dilaksanakan..
open table buat Nadiey and Ama dah..
picnic with classmates pon dah..
Alhamdulillah..
semua berjalan ngan lancar.. :)


trip to Lata Bayu semalam means a lot to me..
tengok member2 happy, jiwa ku juga turut jd happy..
ngeeeeeeeeee..
walaupon penat kesana kemari, masak2 itu dan ini, tdo hanya 3 jam, tp amat puas hati.. berbaloi2~~~~
there is one picture that i really love.. thanx friend for a nice shot, and thanx sbb pandai berlakon and berpura2 until i got this chance ! wahahahahaha
sorry .. tak leh nk upload.. nnt akan menimbulkan kontroversi.. hahahaa
biarlah insan yang terdekat shj mengetahui.. *evil laugh*


ouh friends..
i will miss u..



hugs and kisses..

he's so adorable..

ouh..i wanna talk bout my lil Syafi..
mulut potpet2 mcm bertih jagung ! :D


time nak makan..
Syafi : ibu..syafi rasa xda selera lah nak makan...
Ibu : pastu syafi nak makan apa?
Syafi : syafi rasa2..syafi nak makan TOMYAM laaahh..
hahahaha..konon kenal sgt la TOMYAM tu kaannn.. :p


time on the phone ngan Ishu..
Me : Syafi..ayah mane?
Syafi : ayah g work la ishu..ayah work engineer..
hahaha..dia pronounce engineer tu amat best.. bergaya u ! :))



time ayah bersiap2 nak g kerja..
Syafi : ayah..ayah ni hensem laaaaa.....
Ayah : see.. kanak2 x pandai menipu...
hahahaha..hensem lah sgt kan ! :p



time ayah nak g keja..
Syafi : ayah..jgn lupa beli aiskrim Ishu (cornetto actually) ye.. solivite jugak..


bila ayah balik keja without aiskrim and solivite..
Syafi : ayah.. td janji bawak balik aiskrim ngan solivite..ayah lupa ehh??



hahahahaha..
thats my 2 years old boy !
so adorable...


:)

:)

bila kita terbaca sesuatu yg kita pernah tulis bersama dia, it will make us SMILE rite?

that what im doing now..
baca balik all my ym with bulan, and yeah..it keep me smiling...
memories are remain forever rite...
even though we r just friends..


theres only 10 days before he'll going back to his Hometown..
as what i said before, lautan yang luas itu yg memisahkan kami.....
ouh. jauh nya kita !
hahahahahaha..


dalam masa 10 hari ni, jom kita cipta memori2 yang indah bersama..
phewiittt !


:)

lega !

L.E.G.A !
thats how i can conclude my feeling ryte now ~
:D



one down ! two more to go...
weeeeeeee.......



paper Derivatives smlm x yakin lah ..
mcm #*$(%)%$^ je..
huahuahua..
tp x pe..dah lepas..
lega..lega..
so boleh bernyawa dengan tenang..
:)


ouh..
yesterday i was so in love with a guy in black shirt..
muahahaha
hye BULAN !
bluweeekkkk :p


bye !
study Strategic Management pulak..
:)

wish me luck !

hello hello~
tomorrow i'll sit for my first paper..
ouh !
wish me luck ~
:)



ouh..
and all da best my dear fellow Finance buddies.. :)



not to forget..
Goodluck BULAN!
he'll sit for 2 papers tomorrow, pagi and petang..
kedua2 paper 4 credit hours..
woho..
sounds like killer kan !
but dun worry..i know u can do it well ~
brilliant people kan... hehehe
*lepas abes 2 paper ni, ko dah x yah nak nanges2 lagi..hahaha*



bye !

its FUN!!!!

hey..
its 1.25am now..
overdose nescafe..so i still cant sleep..and also cant study coz my otak sudah tepu !
aaaaaaaaaaaa...


hey..
im really afraid of Derivatives's paper..
like i said before..its killing me softly !
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
i already read text book and moduls by SIDC.. but i still blurrrr...eeeerrrr..wat happened to me?? :|
i tried to answer lot of questions .. hmmmm..but donno laaa..hope it works..
amat risau tau.. :(



ouh..
one more thing..
amat risau pasal pointer sem ni..
sbb, my current CGPA is not strong enough laa..
nyawa2 ikan je..ehhh..bukan..bukan..nyawa2 itik laaa..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
stress..stress...
boleh ke nak score at least 3.0 ??
4 papers.. semua 4 credit hours..
auw auw.. kalo score best la.. kalo hancus satu, habis drag semua !
risau tau !



*eh..rasa gumbira la plak..tengah2 type entry ni, bulan ding me kat ym..hahahahha..setelah sekian lama menyepi...bluweeekkkk ! :p *

sigh..

bila seorang mak sampai terlintas kat fikiran nak antar msg cam ni kat anak dia..
"kenapa lama x tepon mak? mak ada lagi kat dunia ni.. mak x mati lagi..."



abg abg..kakak kakak..
cukup2 la kejar duniawi tu..
takkan sampai kita lupa mak ayah kita..
hmmmmmm...

its so damn cool..

its so cool to have two cars at early age of 25 !
ouhh..how i wish i could be like her..
a small girl, with big heart !
:D

its so cool to have a SUPERB carrier...
its so cool..
so damn cool..
:)

hey..
i wanna build up my carrier as Financial Analyst !
wish me luck...


and..and..
i wanna live longer !
AMIN~

^___^

sorry friends..
sbb sy x cerita pon pasal tu kat awak2 .. tiba2 awak2 baca kat blog sy..dan awak2 terkejut..sorry2..bukan sy x nak cerita dari awal kat awak2, tapi sy x tau mcm mana sy nk start cerita tu kat awak2.. sbb sy pon rasa masih x percaya..sy mintak maaf skali lg ye awak2..ampunkan sy..didnt meant to hurt u.. *_*



my sister keep on calling me..asking "when and where will u do ur check up?nnt nk follow up kat mana? Putrajaya or KB?? "
ouh ouh..and my answer tentulah berbunyi begini, "can we talk bout this later..later..and later????"
ngeeeeeeeee...lucky to have this great sister..amat prihatin.. i love u my dear one and only sister...



i always talk to myself..."boleh tak kita pikir semua benda ni lepas intern, lepas dapat scroll?"
and i always said to my body, "hey mr body..please dont collapse until i received my scroll.."
can u get what i really mean here??i want to celebrate my graduation day with my friends..and i wanna received my scroll..i wanna make my family pround of me...
but then, why this happen to me, SUDDENLY?? hmmmmm...
ok2..think positive...things happen for a reason... :)



last nyte.sedang asyik diulik mimpi, received a msg.. baca msg tu, sejuk je ati.. rasa amat2 dihargai... and seperti biasa, tears came down .. hehe... terharu...~ btw, thanks to awak !



*lupakan masalah tu sekejap..focus on final EXAM !! *
:)

seminggu itu sekejap !

hoho..sesungguhnya seminggu itu kejap je..tup tup, mlm ni dah nak balik Penang..haiya ! x best laaaa...sob sob...
but i enjoyed every seconds during this one week... :)

day 1st, x da buat apa, x pegi mana..duk rumah je..

day 2nd, keluar jap antar Shah's papa and mama to railway station..diorg nk g JB..jumpa Shah.. haahaha..rasa mcm x percaya sy nek keta ngn pama je..biasanya Shah ada skali..huahuahua.. hebat kan kan kan.. :D

day 3rd, pegi tgk my new born cousin..amat gemuk...rasa nk gigit2 je pipi dia..malam nya gi Mydin baru bukak kat Kubang Kerian ni..damn ! ramai giler org.. kenapa ek? org kelantan ni memg excited kot kalo ada tempat2 baru bukak.. hahahaha.. pegi ngan tcha skali.. she loves to ride keta gerak2 yang letak coins 50sen 2 keping tu..haish..botak kepala aku..malam tu saje naek 4 kali ! nnt pesan kat papa kau suh bagi coins 50sen byk2 kalo nk g mydin ek.. ngeeeeeeeee...

day 4th g Mydin lagi ! hahaha ni g shopping ngan bibik.. mama and tcha ada jugak.. arini tcha naek keta tu 3 kali ! minat sgt ngan mendalah tu... best sgt ke? nnt nk try jugak laaahhh.. hehe.. pastu x g mane2 dah..just wait for my Shah to arrive.. :D

day 5th, DATING ! ouh i like.. buat surprise kat dia by ordering cupcakes from Sis Aina.. atas cuppies tu tulis "I MISS YOU".. and yeah..he so terharu.. and he bought me new Levi's that cost him RM... (biarlah rahsia..) ngeeeeeee..thanx future hubby ! ;) dia jugak beli for himself and papa.. then malam tu g makan kat Sate Malaysia..gara2 mengidam la ni.. hehe.. thanx sbb bg semua yg sy nak, bg semua yg sy nak makan.. love u !

day 6th, lunch kat umh Shah .. mama's cooks are SUPERB ! nasi berlauk on that day... lepas lunch, g railway station beli tiket Shah balik JB .. ouh dislikes this... br beli tiket, tp dah dapat rasa kesedihan.. sobsob.. lepas tu bakal menantu Halim ni g basuh kereta bakal mertua dia.. wahaahha.. bagus kan menantu ni .. smpai my mom rasa amat terharu.. phewiittttt... :p then malam tu keluar lagi, g Wakaf Che Yeh.. tp balik ngan tgn kosong je.. sbb xda yg berkenan.. huahuahua..tp kaki sudah penat.. balik terus ZZZZZZZzz...

day 7th, saat2 menyayat hati..dia sudah mau pulang ke JB.. sob sob.. lunch at his house lagi..mama dia asyik ajak makan je...malu pon ada, tp layan je laaaa...zaaassss~ nasi dagang ! sodaaapp.. pastu buat sotong goreng tepung ! mabeles u.... :) pastu kuar jap, g pos baju kerja yg nak pakai kat aunt.. sbb takot overweight plak nnt naek flight, so pos la separuh2..then g KBMall jap, rembat baju sehelai.. thanx dear ! lepas mgrib, g umah Shah lg.. amek dia, papa and mama g railway station.. Shah punya train kul 8.46pm.. sob sob.. sayu hati.. bila train dah gerak, air mata ku pon turun gerak.. tp bukan ke tepi, tp ke bawah.. ouh x suka.. but this is normal thing for me everytime dia nak pegi sana.. hoho so cepat2 jalan, tinggalkan pama kat blkg untuk cover air mata ni haaaa.. hahahaha lepas reda, br berjalan seiring ngan mereka.. ^____^ then antar pama balik umh, pastu amek my mom balik keja kul 10 mlm, then g Chim Chum.. i love Chim Chum.. tp bila tanpa Shah, rasa x hangat.. *_*

day 8th, TODAY laaa ! kena balik penang dah.. ouh x suka....... *_*




* perlu ada tolak ansur dalam hubungan *

home sweet home..

im home now..
:)
arrived early in the morning..
fetch by mom..
it was a blast..sampai2 terus hit KFC !
auwwww..


hey..mission accomplished..
i got my nasi tupe this morning..
auw..best !
esok mau nasi dage plok..
:D


xda buat apa hari ni..
just baby sit lil batrisyia..
yeahh..she's so notty...
but i cant understand what she talks !
haiyaaaaaa....
i paham dia ckp "ni..ni..ni.." je..maksud dia "nak ni..."
hahaha i have to learn your language darling ! :)
amat hyperactive..panjat sana..panjat sini..
smpi her papa said , " kau ni kalah budak laki ! " hahahahaha



ouh..makan amat byk hari ni..but who cares?hahaha
7am chicken porridge KFC
8am nasi tupe
10am kueh malas by bibik
1pm nasi goreng + ayam
8pm KFC snack plate
can u imagine?? hahahaha asyik makan kfc je..maklumlah, kfc depan tu je...



ouh..and im so happy today..
because after magrib td, someone ding me kat ym..
whoelse? hahaha
asked me da smpi umh blum..
u care for me aaaa... :p
pastu around 11pm td, he ding me again..
ouh..agak lama laa..smpi sekarang...
u makes me smile..
thank you ! :)
btw, congratz for your placement .. u got a good place.. congrats.. congrats.. u r so lucky.. im happy for you !



but at the same time, someone spoil my mood..
how dare you !
urrggghhhhhh....
budush la ekau....



*kena study betul2 balik umah ni..sbb ari jumaat nnt 16/4 and sabtu 17/4 mau ber-trip bersama teman ke Sedim dan Round Island.. wakakakaka agak2 jd x darls? :D*

*Kelantan amat panas ! panas lg dari Penang.. ouh ... nak tdo menyepit dalam bilik mama.. x tahan.. ma, i need aircond in my room.. TQ! *

*told my mom bout my hajat to do part time job during my internship..part time on saturday and sunday..and yeahh..seperti biasa..jawapan dia selalu menhampakan when it comes to part time job.. "x payah susah2 kerja.. i can support ur living cost there.. x payah penatkan badan buat kerja itu ini.." ok..i hate that kind of answer.. maaaa.. please.. im begging you~ ^___^ *


............

coz tonite gonna be a good nyte~

hey...
i'm going home tonite!
ho yeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh..
for a week ! :)


nasi tupey, nasi dagey, nasi krabu, nasi belauk !
wait for me aaaaaaaaa...
damn craving for those foods...
nyummmy nyummmmyyyyyy !
:)



ini jadual exam sy !
semoga saya berjaya dengan cemerlangnya~
*mau DL lagi ! ngeeeeeeeeee.....*





sampai kb esok, first thing to do is mencari nasi tupey !
yeeeeaaaahhhaaaaa !


looks so yummmyyy ! :D

ouh...

hey kamo...
kenapa setiap benda sy nk buat, kemana sy nak pegi, sy perlu buat report kat kamu?
tp bila kamu buat sesuatu, kamu pegi mane2, sepatah haram sy x tau..
bila sy keluarkan isu ni, mulalah kamu nak marah2, naek hangin satu badan !
ok..saya rasa ini tidak adil bagi sy..
now onwards, sy x kan report apa2 lagi kat awk !
TQ!
:)


hey bulan..
after 6 days i didnt heard anything from u, today u ding me thru ym !
ouh..it was a blast..
u make my day..~
TQ Bulan..
:)

congrats Madihah !

last nyte sedang syok ber-online, then one of my friends time kat SBPIK dulu (Adleen) buzz me kat ym...
then she said, "sue-z..nk oyt bendo ni..adleen nak kawen..."
terus aku terkedu..terkelu..termembisu..
wakakakaka...
acually dia acah je.. bukan dia yg nak kawen .. but kawan yg sorg lagi, Madihah..
congratz !



then Adleen forward email yg Madihah hantar kat dia.. Madihah asked her to invite others since dia dah lost contact ngn budak2 skolah.. so, email mungkin lmbt skit nak reach budak2 ni..so amek inisiatif mudah, upload kat fb..then tag2 budak2 ni..
and yeaaahhh..seperti biasa,ada yg tak percaya la kan..boleh plak ckp buat April Fool.. hadoi..mcm2 la korg ! hahahaha.. :))





Madihah ni budak Medic USM.. and her future hubby pon medic jugak.. her senior.. auwwww ! best nye dapat doc jugak .. tahniah tahniah..
and yeaahhh..ada plak sorg budak ni timbulkan isu ni, "kenapa budak medic slalu kawen awal???" ngeeeeeeeee..ok..x tau la nape..tanya diorg sendiri laaa.. hahahahaha...



ouh..saya berharap sgt bahawa saya x kan bekerja on Saturday.. sbb saya nak g dia punya wedding laaaaa.. since she's da first person yang kawen in our batch ! ouh.. aku amat teruja ~~~~ :D


CONGRATS MADIHAH !
semoga berbahagia selalu bersama your spouse ~
:)

Welcome to da world, cute lil BABY~

i got a new cousin..weeeeeeee.. :) my aunt delivered her baby at 630am today..and its a baby boy!
God bless ~ Amin...
ouh..this baby seangkatan la ngan my lil nephews and niece.. ahaks ! pak sepupu maen2 ngan anak sepupu.. tp pak sepupu lagi muda dari anak sepupu.. menarik kan !
ngeeeeeeee...



actually..
my uncle and aunt tak expect pon untuk dapat orang baru in their family..
tapi dah rezeki kan.. hehe..
my uncle umur 53 y/o already.. my aunt 40 ++ kot.. *lupa..*
can u imagine.. 53 y/o sepatutnya menimang cucu.. hahaha.. but luckily, my uncle menimang anak ! bravo2.. hahahaha



when my aunt knew that she was pregnant.. she gets so excited.. sbb.. sbb.. dia amat berharap dia ni pembawa baby girl.. ye lah.. dia ada 4 children.. 3 boys and only one flower.. sbb tu dia mengharapkan baby kali ni flower.. tapi ok la mak ngah.. hero pon ok what... hihi..



baby ini amat berat ! 3.86kg .. wow.. mesti kau chubby amat kan budak ~ ahaks ! hey budak.. wait for kakak tau.. i'll be around this Wednesday.. can't wait to see you , my cute lil boy !
*habes jatuh saham anak2 sedara aku sbb munculnya baby baru..muahahaha..jangan jeles Syafi, Tcha, Adam and Syahmi.. ishu ada baby baru ! :p *

gggrrrrrrrrr~

i dont love you..
like i did yesterday !



dari hati yang ikhlas..
x tipu sikit ponnnn..
:)

r.e.a.d.y

semangat aku nak ber-intern..
tikeT flight from KB-KL sudah di book..
yeaaaaaaa..
Thank You Kakak Sayang !



nanti x sempat panas punggung aku kat rumah..
abes final 5th May.. but then my big bro nak dtg amek on 7th May.. haiya ! my internship will start on 10th May ! so can u imagine betapa berkejar2 nya daku ketika itu???



i'll miss my hometown..intern until 30th July..
then Graduation day will starts on 3rd August..
ouh..tidak punya masa juga untuk pulang ke rumah..
wohoooo!
lepas tu bermula lah job hunting.. nak stay mana ye lepas tu? KL or KB? hmmmm...just think bout it later.. *kat situ pon dh nmpk aku ni x pikir pasal future..wakakakaka*



*siapa2 kat luar sana...silalah amek sy bekerja..sy rajin tau ! x demand tinggi.. hahahahahha*

my weight

from 57kg..to 53kg..and now naek balik to 55kg !
OMG..
kenapa senang turun, and then cepat gila naek????
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
*stress*


ok..i admit that since went to Cameron that day, i stop all my diet...
even green apple pon x amek..pastu makan nasi selera aje..
hahahahaha
so x pelik la kan kenapa berat cepat gila naek..
so, as a resolution, i need to start my diet again !
hahahahaha..
*semoga berjaya...*
ehh,,tapi kan, nafsu makan saya semakin membuak2 laaaaaaaaa!



one more thing that i just realized..
my tummy no longer can accept spicy foods..kenapa meyyhhh?
adakah lapisan perutku sudah menipis?
bila makan pedas je, rasa pedih perut..bukan sekejap pedihnya..
mau la 2 3 hari..
ouh..kenapakah???
*tak syiok la kalu x leh makan pedas....*



**emmm..mau jadi seorg yg pengikis..wakaakakakak..daripada sundal2 tu kikis duit kau, baek aku yg kikis...baru la aku x sakit hati..wakakakaakaka..aku menjadi setan ! *

**hey bulan, ur smile makes me lose my cool ! ngeeeeeee...*

how i wish..

i wish my mom and dad join us during our trip to Cameron dat day~
and yeaaahh..
like dis~


daddy~
bangun laaaa..kita jalan sama2 yokk..tak best la duk atas katil tu je..kena la jalan2 jugak..
daddy~
i miss you !
i miss my good old days with you stand by my side..
uhuk!


XOXO


*kat Penang sudddaaahh~ back to normal life...*

why.. why.. why..

why oh why..
kenapa skrg baru kita baek? kenapa skrg baru kita nk sharing cerita? kenapa? kenapa? kenapa? masih ada satu bulan je lagi untuk kita bersama ... :(( sob sob.. hey man, i'll always remember you!



part yg paling akan ku ingt " ko ni bergaya la..dressup ++++ .. kadang2 aku tgk ko ni mcm skategirl" ~ wah...seriously aku tersentap seketika.. haish ! ko ckp aku ni mcm skategirl? muahahahaha.. nk tergolek aku suka..

seriously aku sedih untuk meratapi perpisahan kita... jaoh doe... terpaksa merentasi lautan yg luas tu..but its ok~ for the sake of our futures .. weii.. selamat ber-intern.. nnt rindu aku, msg2 laaaaa.. aku pasti akan merindui kau ! wahahaha.. *skrg ni pon aku rindu..aku tunggu ko online, tp xda pon..* hahahaha.. kan aku dah buat pengakuan free2..



sebulan je lg nak stay sini, baru kita realize yg kita ni satu kepala.. hahaha.. and one more, u r the youngest in ur family.. and yeah~same goes to me !



u asked me about my bf.. hohoho.. and yeah..now u knew everything kan.. hope ko faham kenapa aku jadi tawar hati..nnt ko jgn buat benda yg sama kat awek ko..sbb, it hurts ! yeahh..really hurts ! and yeahh.. its hard to be a statue all da time..just watching everything, without saying anything.. P.E.N.A.T.. and yeah..penat to pretending !



wei..siyesly..aku akan rindu ko ! xpe lah.. ko jaga diri leklok ek.. capai impian ko nk bukak bisness tu..sbg kawan, aku akan slalu support ko, walau apa pon jalan yg ko pilih, as long as tu yang terbaek buat ko.. jangan lupa janji kita smlm, kalo ko kaya, ko kena beli lancer sebijik kat aku ! ahahahahhaha



hey BULAN~
good luck utk final, utk future, utk semuanya..
akan ku kenang segalanya tentang kita ! *geli je ayat cm ni..hahaha*
aku suka berkawan ngn ko.. sempoi~ :)



anggap la sebulan itu lama..hahaha..
see u during our graduation day !
:)

Holiday !

hey hey..
aku buat holiday sendiri ok..
muahahaha


now kat KL..
jap lg nk off to Cameron..
:)


hey..
u wanna noe..last nyte was a good good night for me..
kenapa?
i'll tell u later..once i dah balik Penang..
ouh hati ber-flowers riang skrg ni..
hehehe..
thanx S******L ~


see ya later friends !
:)

gaya hidup sehat.

hahahaha..ok2..title x ley blah kan?? muahahahaha gaya idup sehat la sgt kan.. kwang3.. ehh..ehh..nak tau x..weekend ni, i rajin sgt2 untuk berjogging tau ! both saturday and sunday i pegi jogging..u all sila la percaya ! :D



jogging di pagi hari...


pastu melantak ini di tengah hari !
hahahahahahha


pastu jogging balik di pagi hari ini..
untuk hilangkan semua lemak2 yg makan semalam..



hahahaha..sengal kan!
weeeiii..
aku mau kurus ~
sekian , terima kaseh..
bye !
:D



*nak minat lagu skater boy laaaaa..by avril ! muahahahahaha..ada udang disebalik mee sebenarnya !*

Pencuri !

woho..
yesterday (Friday) aku punya dress kena curik kat ampaian..siot betul kan..menangis air mata darah aku on that day..sedih wooo..penat2 beli, baru pakai sekali, dah kena rembat.. cilakak punya pencurik ! x halal dunia akhirat.. semoga time ko pakai baju tu nnt, baju tu koyak rabak.. baru la ko malu depan khalayak ramai.. ouh satu lagi, nnt kalo ko terserempak dengan aku time ko pakai baju tu, memg aku akan g tumbuk2 kau ! * aku samseng tau ! * hoho..
boleh korang bayangkan, melihat hanger korang tergantung kat ampaian with penyepit baju but without baju hanging there! sakit hati bukannn??? dah kena sumpah seranah ngan aku si pencuri itu.. sakit hati gila ok ! bodoh kuasa 1000 la kau wahai pencuri ! * tgk la nnt ko pass x final xm nnt..haaaaaaaaa.... *

this is my dress yg hilang tu.. waaaaaaaaaaaa~

* lately ni amat busy to finish up my final projects ! ..and yeah.. im very tiredddd ! *
* DONE with Microeconomics.. one more to go, Strategic Management ! *
* need to complete my tasks before Wednesday, coz i'll off to KL & Cameron.. release tensionS ! *
* hey budak ! i watch one of budak seni FYP video ! and i found u in that video.. muahahaha thats cool enough ! * wink
* hati aku skrg tengah ber-flowers ! :) *

jealous tahap gaban!

current mode : JEALOUS !
jeles yang amat dengan siblings and aunts..sebab mereka2 pergi berpoya2 di Genting dan meninggalkan aku bersama kerja2 sekolah yg amat byk ini..ouh..this is soooo unfair ! wakakakakakakka~ sebab utama aku x g genting ialah duit talak~ sbb kedua barulah kerja yg banyak ni menghalang aku kesana..hahaha kalo duit banyak melimpah ruah, dah lama aku g join u all tau..kerja banyak tu masalah kedua.. muahahaha :))



sedang asyik jawab soalan tutorial, hs berbunyi.. tgk2 i got 1 new mms.. then view laa.. deyymmm!! my sis antar gmbr mereka di sana.. aaaaaaaaaaaaa... lagi la jeles tu melimpah ruah.. hahahahha



x aci sangat2 ok !



this is Syafi Najwan.. mesti tgh buat perangai tu..nmpk gaya ayah ngan ibu duk tgh pujuk2...



along and Adam.. urgh ! menci..menci~ :p



Syahmi Najhan.. pity him.. demam.. tp ayah and ibu tetap dengan mission nk g Genting.. hahaha get well soon dear ~ :)


Syafi..Syafi..g Genting x tunggu ishu ek??xpelah..dont want to buy icecream for you anymore, x nak bawak g ground ground (playground actually) dah..
*ishu merajuk ok ! *
muahahahha

sehari bersama artis~

wah..hangat semacam je kan title tu.. :D tp jgn terpedaya.. he's not a real artist actually..he's my big bro..hahaha..saje je panggil artis, coz dia baru balik dari Jepun, cuti a month..tp, baru 2 hari kot dia duk umah..selebihnya tu dia g jalan2, buat road tour.. thats y i called him artist.. artist glemer, x lekat kat umah la kan.. kesana kemari.. from kl-ipoh-melaka-kl-kb-kl-penang-kl..haaaaa.hebatkan?muahahaha..nanti nk smbung lagi road trip tu from kl-melaka-muadzam shah-kb.. lepas ni x tau la plak nak g mane.. hahahaha..


monday hari tu dia datang Penang..fuyyowww..so skrg ni, dia org ketiga yang melawat aku kat usm since aku duk sini 2007.. ahaks ! sedihkan..xda org nk datang jenguk pon..muahahahaha...



bro smpi penang dalam kul 2.30pm..then kitorang g round2..and yeah..kitorang pusing satu pulau ok.. ngeh3.. g balik pulau, and tembus ikut teluk bahang - batu feringghi.. weng weng.. ada kisah yang mcm ngok ngek berlaku.. keta kitorang tank minyak hampir2 empty time mendaki bukit to teluk bahang.. ouh God.. cuak giler okeh.. can u imagine, jalan itu amat sunyi dan berbukit bukau.. let say kalo keta mampos tepi jalan, berkais jugak la nk cari minyak tu.. coz stesen minyak dalam 17km lagi kot.. time tu, dua2 senyap..x terkata, x berbicara.. cuak punya pasal.. hahahahaha.. luckily, kitorang sempat sampai kat stesen minyak teluk bahang.. kerja gilakan? hakhak.. haaa...sampai2 je batu feringghi, hujan turun.. wakakaka.. maka, musnahlah harapan bro untuk naek parachute.. kesian..kesian.. :p


ni abang saya..ada rupa samseng jalanan? hahaha.. he's a heavy smoker..sampai sy pening2 bau asap rokok dia..

Ferigghi..

abg sy x rock laa.. kenapa? sbb dia x makan nasi kandar.. muahahaha for lunch (tak berapa nak lunch la sbb kul 5 dah time tu..), kitorang g makan kat kedai mamak area Gurney Drive.. and yeah..he order nasi kandar.. but then, makan sikit gile je kot.. muahahahha.. x rock la kamu.. nasi kandar la sodap... nyum nyum.. *ok..habis diet aku untuk hari tersebut*
lepas makan tu, g cari hotel untuk dia.. actually dia x plan pon untuk stay kat sini..but then, my sister x bagi dia balik kl terus..suh stay dulu kat penang sbb my sis takot dia penat..so, melayang lah rm140 untuk hotel.. *padan muka ! * haaaaa..satu lagi, dia memang datang sehelai sepinggang, just bring along his Apple.. tu je... haiyok ! gawat seyh..hoho..



hey.. the next morning i'll seat for my Financial Derivative test.. but, dengan senang lenang dan suka suki nya aku pergi meronggeng ala2 gaya orang yang x nak seat untuk test.. muahahaha.. lepas antar bro kat hotel, aku balik hostel.. bro suh baca buku jap.. nnt kul 9 nak kuar balik..tapi..tapi.. aku balik bilik, aku x baca buku pon..aku baca muka buku jeeee..facebook laaa.. weng weng ! :D



around kul 9 tu, kuar balik.. g Batu Feringghi lagi.. sbb nak g makan ikan siakap bakar yang sodap itu.. sodap smpi jilat tumit kaki .. :) sblum tu g night market dulu.. nak tau x, ada satu gerai tu, dia tulis cam ni haaa..
rm10 for 3..if u talk too much, it will be rm10 for 2.. -by, HUMAN EATER-
hahahaha..bongok giler kot..boleh plak cm tu.. x friendly langsung.. ngok ! org nak g gerai ko pon tak jadi bila tgk tulis mcm tu.. poor marketing strategy..
lepas tu kan.. kitorg g makan ikan siakap bakar, sotong celup tepung, tomyam, kailan..lagi sekali diet ku terhancus di situ.. haiya maaaaa....

night walk..


kul 12 baru antar bro kat hotel.. and aku smpi bilik around 12.15 kot..amat penat..tapi gumbira lalalalalalala~ balik terus terbongkang.. alarm clock kul 5 konon2 nak study laaa.. tp hampeh.. off alarm, sedar2 dah kul 6.. hoyeah.. baru la terkerjar2 mcm org gila sbb nak baca buku sikit2..kul 630 mandi, kul 7 antar keta kat bro sbb dia nak balik kl dah.. wahh..rasa mcm sedih la plak kan sbb jumpa sehari je.. nnt bulan 8 la kot baru jumpa balik ! dekat 6 bulan x jumpa, tp bila dapat spent masa bersama, cuma untuk 1 hari.. sedih kan..
hey abang ! thanx sbb datang sini tau.. kita sayang awak laaaa !
hahahaha..kalo depan2, tobat aku x kan cakap mcm tu.. malu..malu.. auw auw..



and yeah.. semalam test Derivatives.. i'll pass with flying colors.. *aku tipu* best giler kot jawab .. guna M16.. nasib baek x guna boom..sekali kebabooorrr ~ muahahahah.. aku redha dan pasrah dengan result yang akan kelua nnt.. sbb.. sbb.. chapter KLIBOR tu, aku scan je.. baca tajuk je kot.. sekali, banyak pulak calculations dari bab KLIBOR tu.. haaaaa..hamek kau ! apa lagi..tembak laaaaaaa.... tp..tp..seronok kot jawab test semalam..sbb..sbb.. emmm.. tak nak bitau laaa.. *malu2..* hey awak, kita suka awak laaaa ! muahahahahahahah



hey hey.. lepas test tu..roomate aku ajak makan mcD.. ingatkan dia maen2.. skali betul daaaaa..hihi ok, aku melantak mcD for lunch.. pastu kira2 kalori yang aku hamek time tu, ouh exceed dengan banyak sekali yeee.. hahahaha.. pastu kira2, dalam minggu ni, 4 hari diet aku x teratur.. sepatutnya semalam aku timbang berat.. tp x berani, sbb takot weighing machine tu berputar 360 darjah.. :D so, start hari ni, kena usaha diet dengan sepenuhnya selama seminggu before g Cameron with my aunts..nak tunjuk yang i dah kurus la aunt ! muahaha.. :p tp boleh kah aku kurus? itulah persoalannya...



*mau slim*
*mau kurus*
weng weng !



......

bye !
:D

Dinner

hye friends! :)
sehat kah anda? sudah makan kah anda? haaaaaaa..sudah memboncit blum?
weng weng !
last nyte aku g memoncitkan perut yang sedia moncit ni..g dinner wei smlm..dinner HAAK..which is Himpunan Anak-Anak Kelantan ! korang nak tau x brp hinggit satu kepala? 50 hinggit? 30 hinggit? x x x.. salah..salah.. bayar 3 hinggit je tau ! menarik kan? tp makanan dia, macam kat hotel 5 stars~ fuyyyooowww! hebat kan..hebat kan..ore kelate ni hebat2 blako.. *opppsssss..terlebey suddaahhh* hahahahha


ngeeee..
gambar malas nk upload..sebab..sebab..sebab..KAMI TERLEBIH CANTEK.. smpai menang anugerah PROM QUEEN.. muahahahha.. *ok..aku tipu ! *
susah nk upload gmbr..my berukbeng is so slow.. tiba2 ko buat hal ye beruk..or mau bertukar
jadi kera kaaaa??? hoho..



**disebabkan sudah lama bersama, kadang2 kita x perasan org yang bersama kita selama ini sebenarnya shantek molek tertarik memang da bomb ! kita asyik duk cakap dia tu cantek..dia tu mantop..dia tu ni...dia tu tu...haaaaaa..skrg, bilacelik mata luas2 br kita tau org yang bersama kita selama ni santek.. kan.. kan.. kan.. **



*tomorrow i got test ! financial derivatives.. auw auw.. cuak bangg ! sbb x paham pon apa yg aku blajar selama ni.. wish me luck.. smoga berjaya mendapat A+++.. apa org cakap.. flying colors.. kan kan kan.. muahahahha..*


*abg terchenta nak datang .. cant wait ! sbb nak paw duit.. lalalalla *

dont disturb me , PLEASE!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
tolong jangan ganggu aku lagi..
nape asyik kacau aku?
aku ada hutang ko ke? aku ada menyusahkan idup ko ke??
*STRESS GILER*


sem lepas , aku penah diganggu oleh org GILA SEKS..emmm..thru 3g..
banyak kali jugak laa..but he used different numbers..so x leh detect sape dia sbenarnya..
lepas dia kacau aku, terus dia off hs tu..
aritu hampir2 nak g buat polis report..but i got no evidence la plak..so x terbuat la report tu..
emmm...
mcm biasalah, dia akan tunjuk anu dia tu..
eyeeuuwww..gila2 kan orang sekarang ni..gersang sangat kot smpi sanggup buat mcm tu..
BODOH!!


pastu td, kena ganggu lagi..ni thru ym plak..
ada org add ym aku..so aku approve laa..mane la tau kot2 member kan..hoho...
pastu, dia tunjuk webcam dia.. aku approve laa..sbb aku nk tgk la muka dia..sbb dia x nak cakap dia sape... huhu..
then dia tunjuk anu dia ..
aaaaaaaaaaaa..
BODOH!!!
aku nk tgk muka kau la..bukan nk tgk anu kau..
hey ! kenapa lelaki ni x tau malu haaaaa???
siapalah engkau???


sekarang ni aku tertanya2..
adakah aku knal dia? adakah kami saling kenal mengenali?
adakah dia org yang sama yang ganggu aku thru 3g aritu?
siapakah dia?siapakah dia?
dari mana dia dapat nombor tepon aku? dari mana dia dapat ym aku?
tolong laaa..aku merayu..jangan ganggu aku lagi !
aaaaaaaaa....



Ya Allah...
lindungilah aku dari segala musibah..
jauhkan lah aku dari lelaki itu..



wahai lelaki itu!
jangan ganggu aku lagi..
aku x ganggu kau pon kan!
PLEASE.. I BEG YOU !

S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y.

today is Saturday !
but I have to attend a talk conducted by SIDC..
hahaha
SIDC tu apa? SIDC is Securities Industries Development Corp.
weng weng!
agak mencabar yee talk itu.. coz lama giler kot..from 830am till 530pm..
wow wow !


weng weng..
tp amat bersabar duk sana coz nak makan free..
muahahaha..
gile rosak aku punya diet !
breakfast bagi makan bihun goreng + creampuff..
lunch bagi makan nasi ayam..
tea time bagi bihun sup..
wawawawa...
hancus !
tapi..tapi..tapi..
disebabkan ianya PERCUMA, aku tetap melantak dan melahap semuanya!
sekarang tengah MEMBONCIT ye kawan2..
hadoi..hadoi~


hey hey..
balik CNY aritu, amek baju mini kurung yang tempah sblm ni..
pakai aritu ketat la jugak..
tp pakai arini dah jadi longgar..
hahaha..
apakah? apakah? apakah yang terjadi?
wink !
ajaib~




korang korang..
korang ada admire seseorang x?
hahaha
apa korg rasa bila budak yang korang admire tu msg korang?
mesti suka kan??kan..kan..kan..
that's how i feel ryte now !
*menggila seketika*
ngeeeee..
tp jangan risau..sbb aku x kan sesekali menduakan kekasih hatiku !
tu sekadar suka2 jeee..
:D


ini teman seperjuangan ku!hey friends~sebulan lebih je lagi masa untuk kita bersama!
gonna miss u..semoga kita sama2 berjaya ok~
LOVE YOU~
XOXO

teeett...teeeett...

sedang asyik bersiap nak g kelas kul 2, kedengaran lagu tik tok by keisha dari hs ku..
ouh..i got a msg..
cepat2 amek hs, tgk msg from suraya..
then trus bukak msg.. msg itu berbunyi, " sue-z..mesti sdey kn ble org yg kte syg mendrita sakit barah.now aku fhm ape yg ko rase."
ouh..terkesima daku seketika..
terus terbayang2 saat2 aku dapat tau my daddy got a brain tumor..
hurmm..
yeah..amat sedih..
bila org yang kita paling syg, paling respect, dan juga tmpt bergantung sudah tidak lagi mampu untuk melayan kerenah kita, memberi kita nasihat, juga membakar semangat..
rasa seperti idup ku sudah tiada makna..
but, idup perlu diteruskan..untuk buktikan bahawa aku juga mampu berjaya sama seperti org laen!



ouh..
back to suraya's story..
she's really sad ryte now..
coz her mom got a breast cancer..
her mom sudah buat operation last few months if im not mistaken..
but yesterday, her mom being admitted to hospital again for chemotheraphy..


yeah..
we r in da same boat, suraya..
aku pernah rasa apa yang ko lalui sekarang..
its really hard..its really hurts!
but you have to be strong..
never cry in front of ur mom, dear..
promise me ok!



hey friends..
hargailah ur parents sementara diorg masih mampu melayan kerenah korg..
bila dah jadi mcm aku yang sudah tidak mendapat perhatian seorg ayah, baru korg tau mcm mane bestnya ada ayah yang boleh layan songeh2 korang~
I damn miss my daddy !




to suraya..
kuatkan semangat ok !
i love you sis..
if u need shoulders, please come to me..
XOXO



Ujian dan dugaan dari Allah menjadikan kita lebih kuat, juga lebih matang..


~~~~


aku berdoa moga2 aku sempat untuk berbakti pada abah sebelum terlambat..
love u daddy !
not to forget, love my superwoman as well..
love u mummy !

rasa mau..........

eemmmmmmmmm..
rasa mau berlari balik rumah sekarang jugak!
may I ?


waaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
damn stress..
i need my mom..
i need her shoulders~
sob sob..


but i cant do so..
coz got a lot of works to be settle..
plus got a talk by SIDC on this Saturday..


ok..
talk ni amat lama yeee...
from 8.30am till 5pm !
dushh~
hamek ko..
the attendance is compulsory to all FINANCE students..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaa....


eh..
satu lagi, amat jeles sbb siblings semua nak berkumpul kat Genting school holiday nnt..
haish!
aku je kot yang x leh gi..
kerja banyakk maaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkk!
jeles tahap gaban ok!
tapi aku kuatkan hati dengan berkata, "eh..tu school holiday laa..ramai org..nak main susah..beratur panjang..no need to be jealous ok.."
muahahaha..
tu ayat nak sedapkan hati actually !



emmmmm..
but its ok..
25th March ni aunts ajak bertrip to Cameron..
woho!
fully sponsored ~
mayB this is my last FREE TRIP kot...
muahahaha..
lepas ni takde dah free2 ni..
nak2 kalo dah bekerja nnt..



owh..
one more thing !
x tau la jumpa ke tak ngan my big bro, iran..
coz his flight to Japan is on 30th March..
kejap nye balik..
i got no time to be at home laaa..
lagipon, kalo aku balik, blum tentu blh jumpa kau kan, bro!
ko kan busy, kalah menteri..
kesana kemari..
eh..boleh kira ngan jari la berapa hari je kau ada kat rumah !
haish..
apa nak jadi bro..
ishk.. ishkk...


emmm..
last nyte i mimpi tau!
i g sydney..
jumpa Mimi..
muahahahaha..
eh mi..
saya rindu awk kot..
sbb tu sy mimpi smpai kat Sydney tu..
miahahah..
miss u !
XOXO

~~~

JOM BUAT KERJA SEKOLAH !
JOM BACA BUKU !
NANTI ADA TEST LAAAA!!!


current mode : malas gile..tido lagi sooodaaappp~

zaman sekarang..

kisah zaman sekarang..
sama2 la kita amik pengajaran...


isteri kat umah duk sibuk jaga anak..
siang malam duk melayan kerenah anak..


dikala isteri dirumah, si suami mengambil kesempatan berpoya2 dengan perempuan laen..prostitute mungkin!
ouh..nauzubillah..


bila isteri tanya, kenapa balik lewat?
kenapa x balik rumah?
lalu si suami menjawab, kerja banyak kat ofis..


percayanya si isteri ini kepada si suami..
tetapi kepercayaan itu diperkotak- katikkan sepenuhnya oleh si suami..


bila tiba hari lahir si isteri, si isteri mendapat dua bungkusan hadiah dari unknown..
pastu mulalah si suami gelabah, "sapa la yang sial bagi hadiah kat wife aku ni..x tau malu btul"
waaahhh..
reti plak kau gelabah ye wahai suami..
ko berpoya2 ngan prostitute xpe..tp bila si isteri dapat gifts from unknown, ko nak marah..
kenapa?
ko ingat wife ko tu tak laku ke??
mungkin dimata kau si isteri itu bukan siapa2..
tapi di mata lelaki lain, dialah permata !



inilah kisah zaman sekarang..
ini yang membuatkan aku takut untuk menempuh masa yang akan datang..
takot nak kawen maaaaaaaaa...


tp inilah yang dikatakan dugaan..